November 18, 1998 Since I am now concinvced that I am not immortal, and the extreme condition I have found my phsycal condituon to have succumded to, I have broken my fast. Yesterdays trip to the store, even though I managed to accomplish the feat, was extremely difficult and taxing.....the trip was short, yet I found myself literally panting for air. I must make it to Washington for the justice deparmtnt project. This may change the face of these cases...I am very skeptical, but for Nadia, now this is where I must turn my energies. While I did get a Senate resoltion during my fast, it is very clear that I am just as expendable to authorities as my child is. I WILL NOT GO AWAY QUIETLY.